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What would I have done? I iht of the ined if he would have agreed with me

Vomit shot up the back ofto keep it down

I would have hated him I would have walked away and never looked back

“Ca before, Trix,” my mom said quietly

“What?” The word came out as a croak

“He lost his entire fale person Casper and Farrah did a good job with him, they love him like their own and he loves them, too—but these babies are the only blood tie that Cam has, the family that he’s alanted… and you threatened to take that from him”

Her words hit ehammer

“Oh, God,” I whi forward to brace my elbows on my knees “Oh, God I was so scared, Mom I knew that he’d never let me do it—that’s why I said it I knew that he’d talk me out of it” I turned my head to look at ives me?”

“He will,” she replied softly

“I’ve been so horrible to him” My eyes watered and tears fell down uilty, for so s I hated the way he’d looked at me, so I focused on that I focused on how hurt I was that he’d been angry with me”

“Your horht now, Trix”

“That doesn’t excuse it,” I sobbed, pulling my hand from hers so I could cover my face “God, I didn’t want to be stuck with hi else, but I didn’t want to be trapped there”

“You’re nota whole lot of sense, baby”

“I know!” I spat hysterically, surging to my feet as I pushed ht the day, I’ shadow! I’m so sick of it I’m so sick of all of it”

“So fix it,”to her feet

“I don’t kno!”