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I try to keep my mind on the show and one, it feels next to i, at the crack of freaking dahen I oken up out of bed to the news that fil had been bu to the set at four to start hair andup isn’t nornant body was not ready to wake up fro hor zombie

By the tih to realize I hadn’t even seen et it At least, too late to get it myself

Freddie went immediately—I think he could see the panic in my eyes—but by the time hethis scene And I’ve had Heidi trying to get ahold of Harrison to tell him to come here for the last hour and a half, but still, it doesn’t seeh

Especially not e left it on the awful note we did last night

Unsettled, hurt, needlessly upset with each other

I haven’t been truly nauseated in a couple , I could blow some serious chunks

When Heidi looks down at my phone and hustles out the back door to answer it, I can’t help but follow her with my eyes until I can’t see her anymore

Colin says lines I know I should be listening to, but I’m severely frustrated by the fact thatproperly They sayus actual powers, for shit’s sake

The director, Max Sulhoffer, calls cut—likely because of my attention deficit—and I peer back out into the crowd of cameras and set crew and extras as Heidi steps back inside

She meets my eyes and shakes her head

He isn’t co

Instantly, my whole demeanor deflates, but when the director’s eyes settle squarely on me, I know I have no time to dwell

“Are we all ready this time?” the director asks me pointedly

Fuck I have to get ether This isto have to wait to find out about Harrison until I get back to ht

I just need to get through the rest of today’s scenes, and then I can get everything figured out with Harrison

It’s fine By tonight, everything will be just fine We’ll be fine