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She’s tight and war flawless it hurts

And this ti think about a condom

In slowly until I’s and suck on any skin I can get underneath et closer, and I understand the feeling

We’re as close as physically, humanly possible, and yet, somehow, I can only wish for more—for the ability to climb inside her entirely

Taking her jaw in ain, I seal our mouths and our bodies andthis for as long as our stamina will allow

Raquel

Last night was so perfect it hurts Every touch, every kiss, it was even better than I reht or two in the last nine or soit

And by God does that h every et me alone in that hotel ballroom He’s blended, he’s supported, he’s stood up for me when I was afraid to stand up fro a part of this baby’s life

Jesus, the man moved here for me Just packed up his life and came, no questions, no compromises asked, because he wanted to be a man our child could be proud of

And now, I’ve gone and coet recklessly—perilously—involved And he doesn’t even freaking know I lied to hi—this pregnancy, this sweet, little baby—has occurred because of that very lie all along

He’s literally given up everything forhim the truth

My God, just the thought of hi hi to dive out of my chest Simply put, it scares the bejeezus out of me

What if he decides he doesn’t want to be around someone like iving hi completely honest

God

I jump out of bed as panic overwhelms me and head for the bathroom to splash some cold water on my face

I’uy, you tell hiet this deep into all-consu background! Gah!