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I still haven’t figured out how to eat all that well, but I’ hospital food since we spend so s, it’s usually only one of us at August’s house so it’s not worth cooking a full meal As such, the freezer is stocked withsustenance at least

Best of all, everyone seeood for Sam’s sake

Well, August and I are getting along Sort of We’re actually nice to each other We have conversations Soh Still, there is a distance between us—a line that’s been drawn that we can’t cross—and I know it has everything to do with the fact I kept Sa to take quite a while for him to reconcile that, but I never expect hi more than just a co-parent

My dad and August are a different h They’re still very stiff and aard around each other August hasn’t forgiven ust’s mind, there should have been no choice to make Dad should have left Denver for Sauilt about the choice he made not to come at first I know this because he told me so But that’s between hiethe best he can On top of that, he ultiave up his safety to be there for my son, and that’s all that matters

Sarandpa about it The bottom line is Sam is cool with the fact it took Dad a few days to decide to brave the scary world

“He’s here now,” Sa else I want”

God,more in this world than to just have his family around him I’m lucky to have him as a son

I consider the evening ahead of o for his shift to stay with Saust, as up there for a bit this afternoon I’d been there this ust arrived, then actually took a few hours this afternoon to coust keeps a nice house, he’s added two house guests, so it just needs a bitthan normal

At any rate, I’ve had a full day and I’m tired My options are to watch TV or read a book I have no clue what August will be doing this evening, but it’s pretty much his routine to never show up until after nine or ten PM, so I have the house to h, admittedly, I’e of where he spends his tiure it’s inforirlfriend who what little free time he has with

I hate the fact that August potentially having a girlfriend bothers me It’s not like I expected him to pine away for me He should have moved on, even if I never had the chance to do so because

I let out a deep sigh I hate that it’s so coood to fret over it It is what it is

Maybe I’ll take a bath A long, hot, and relaxing soak will do wonders to help ht’s sleep

Several days ago, August told me I could use the bathtub in his uest bathroo coust’s His is monstrous, round, and sunken into the floor with steps that lead down into it It’s big enough to host a party in Plus, it has whirlpool jets

I’ve taken advantage of it on a handful of occasions since I’d moved into his home

Moving through the house, I scan as I go to see if anything needs picked up I head into August’s bedroohtly impressed he makes his bed every day, doesn’t throw his clothes on the floor, and cleans up his sink after he shaves I can attest froender that they tend to be sloppy in general