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I caer and harder than I ever have before with anyone, and still, I didn’t want to leave the warmth of her body And I didn’t She didn’t leave et her to stay, but her words hadwide-awake “I have school in a few hours” Fuck h school

Derrick

For the next few days, ere like two kids who’d discovered so duty every day of the week Apparently, I was having a very busy week at work— before she ca for her Thank fuck for the holiday season, or I wouldn’t have been able to pull that off

We’d spend a couple of hours playing with the girls, but once they were fed, bathed and put to bed for the night it was just she and I For some reason the anticipation that built, the little stolen touches while the girls were awake made me damn near catatonic by the time I took her down, or she me

I kneas the newness of our relationship, but I was hoping that the feeling lasted for at least a couple of years Then again, the kind of excitement she awakens in me has to do with more than just sex

I can’t quite explain how she’d wormed herself into not justabout her at the oddest times, and I can honestly say I’ve never done that shit before, not even with the nut It makes me wonder just exactly what it was I had with Lauren

I’s for her, but what I thought was love was a pale cohts in a cold sweat after having so each other on opposite sides of the street or so for her

So far, we haven’t really discussed anything too heavy, Jenny and I She seems to want to enjoy the newness of the relationship without any ble this close to the holiday, I’ve decided to let her have her way But soon, very soon, I’ to have to have a talk with her dad

She’s old enough, and from what I’ve come to understand, her trust fundto sneeze at But I say that to say that she can definitely stand on her oo feet

She’s sirls I hit the fucking jackpot Though it still freaksand winding road, we traveled to get to where we are now The shit is da off of some kind of timetable in her head, and I don’t knohat the fuck I’ve never let a woman control me, not even when I had my head buried up my ass

I let her talkit rahich hadn’t takenher skin-to-skin, the thought of wearing a rubber to fuck her was not appealing In fact, I think I have that feeling imprinted on my brain for life

Whenever I ca her raw, she’d just get this odd look on her face and tellto think that nant, that maybe she had some kind of medical condition that she hadn’t told me about

The thought made me uneasy, and I realized it was because I wanted to have everything with her I wanted to go through a pregnancy with her, to watch her grow big with hter Not now, of course, but somewhere down the line, I would like to have that with her

I didn’t bring it up until a few days before Xifts for the girls to put under the tree that she and I had put up the day before while the girls watched and clapped their little hands together in between crawling between our feet and getting in the way

“Jenny, is there sohteen-year-old girl if she couldn’t have kids?

“About what?” She didn’t look at irls weren’t going to give a fig about