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“I reh his teeth I felt cold then hot, and my body started to shake I looked everywhere but at hio, you and I are gonna talk” He practically dragged

Derrick

As the days went by and there was still no word fro to see her again, and wanting to knohat happened to her, why the sudden change? And why the hell she’d tried to kill the girls and me

It was hard, but I did it, I found a balance between fatherhood and taking care of business Mrs Cuh, and when she couldn’t, mom was there Ever since they ca to irls

I tried talking them out of it, but like she said, somewhere in the Caribbean sea, they realized that ere the only real family they had left, and they decided that it was best, especially for their grandbabies’ first year to be here I didn’t argue, but I tried my best not to impose

I had to take a long hard look atI realized since the day ot into the car with a wasted driver who ran someone off the road and crashed into a tree that I’ve been walking on eggshells

I’ve been so afraid of screwing up that I’d otI did that shit because in the society I lived in, that’s just what you did after graduating and getting a decent job

My otherLauren had told me at face value, that shit almost cost s I didn’t regret since ed

As I sat in nac for courage, I took it all out and looked at it, looked at the fear that I had let rule er, yeah, but that didn’t uilt

I wasn’t the one driving, but I was there, I knew better, and so I realized as I sat there that I’d never really dealt with the guilt I was feeling then either Instead, I’d shut off, just shut down

It was that thought that led my mind to her, to Jenny As more andin, I started to wonder what it was that hadlife had turned her into a shell of the person she used to be?

Fro ind;to the next until it ended up on that day, the day of the incident I hadn’t looked at the recordings from that weekend; I just downloaded them to my phone and Mac for later But each ti it off

Now that I was doing so, so to speak, I decided that it was high tier raw, and I was already at a place in h that door right now, all she could do for n the papers I’d already had drawn up to end our union

I’ve dealt with the guilt of what I could’ve possibly done to turn her into what she became and refuse to let it eat away at ether, I’d done everything I could to make her happy

Even when she stopped taking the pill and got pregnant without telling me I didn’t blow up at her, I just took it all in stride And by the tilad she’d done that shit; otherwise, I wouldn’t have those two as in my life

It was for theot up from the chair and headed upstairs to o I had the video rewound to the beginning of that day The good thing about these cameras is that they only activate when there’s motion