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And here I thought finding ato be easy

I see in love” aspect on my “Maybe Becomes an Adult” checklist

Ugh Nohat?

I look at my reflection in the mirror and then back at Lena

“Do you think this is going to end in a disaster?” The words are almost too difficult to speak out loud, and my question comes out in a barely there whisper

“You want my honest opinion?”

I sn the anxiety and insecurity sitting heavy against my throat and nod

“No,” she says “There can’t be a disaster when your auras ether like they do”

Auras Good Lord Soh

I , but that’s par for the course when second-guessing and overthinking and anxiety show up to the party That little trio sure has a way of sucking all the fun out of the room

“You realize, I still have no idea what you’re talking about, right?”

“Yeah, but that’s what makes it fun” Lena snorts “Listen, auras aside, I knohat I see, and when I saw the two of you together the other night, I saw aon water”

I stare at her like she has two heads

“You ht not believe it now, but sooner rather than later, you’re going to couard down and allow yourself to pay close enough to attention to see, know, and feel what I’”

God, I hope she’s right

But hope isn’t a guarantee

I guess all I can do is keep my heart open and pray like hell he accepts it with open arms

“All right,” Lena says and grabs her purse off the counter “Now it’s tio dance our asses off and celebrate the fact that you had a fan-fucking-tastic interview today! Let’s do the da, honey!”

Am I ready? No, not really

But hopefully, by the tilass of wine or two, I’ll get there