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“…I’m sorry”

She shrugged “Not your fault” Then she smiled to herself “Besides, it was fun while it lasted”

“…I don’t want us to leave on bad terms,” I said

She looked straight at me for the first time “Then maybe you shouldn’t be a bitch”

I bit ue

Do you want to BE right, or do you want to MAKE things right?

I nodded “I shouldn’t have said that stuff I’m sorry”

As soon as I said it, she let go Real hurt showed in her face “You know, I live my life the way I want to live it I sleep hoever I want to I get a lot of shit for it – froirls, froive a fuck about them They don’t know me My parents don’t even really know e me But I do what I want, and anybody who doesn’t like it can go fuck themselves But you… I know you don’t want to do what I do, and you don’t want to live your life like I do, and that’s fine… but I thought you didn’t judge ht ere friends And then you go saying shit like that…”

For the first ti other than Derek and Kevin

“I’m sorry,” I whispered “I just… I was so mad at you I know that’s not an excuse…”

“You know I only said it because I care about you, right? You know I only said it because I think you’re ht?”

“What, not sleeping with Derek?”

She sonna look back on sos in my life and say, ‘You know,I ever did, but God da suspicion that sleeping with Derek Kane s”

“For me or for you?”

“For either one of us But you’re the only one with a shot at it, as far as I can see” Then her shed “But it’s not just that”

The way she said it made me uncomfortable “What is it, then?”

“Look… I’ it because I like you, Kaitlyn… but I think you’remistake”