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Guilt pricksto take the first job he finds, instead of opening a business that he’s actually taken the time to research and think about" Dean shakes his head "Don’t you see that?"

I falter He’s right Tucker doesn’t half-ass it And yet here he is,shitty franchises he’s not passionate about, and all because I was so overcoot that "just the tip" is as effective in knocking you up as having a guy ejaculate in you

He’s changing his entire life for oals and his plans and his lifestyle to accommodate this baby And I’m the one who caused hi Dean’s eyes out, I don’t feel at all feral anymore I feel…wrecked

So wrecked that I’m helpless to stop the sob that flies out So wrecked that I fall apart right in front of Dean fucking Di Laurentis

I sink to the floor and buryso hard that I can’t even draw a breath I gasp for air while hot tears slide down nant mess, and it’s not until a fir on the floor besideas helpless as I feel "I didn’t mean to make you cry"

"I deserve to cry," I choke out between sobs

"Sabrina--" He touches rip and stare at hi his life! Do you think I’ulp rapidly, trying to reoddamn incredible and he doesn’t deserve to have his world turned upside down like this! He should be raduating college and starting a new chapter in his life, and instead it’s end of fucking story The best guy on this whole planet is stuck with me--forever--all because of as supposed to be a one-ti at my tears Beside me, Dean looks totally and utterly stunned

"Aw hell," he finally says "You do love hi my head "Yes"

"But you haven’t told him"

"No"

"Why the hell not?"

"Because…" My face collapses again "Because I’ to s, and shit is coht now And…"

"And what?" Dean asks

And I don’t know if he loves me back

Sometimes I think he does, but in the back of et of doubt I’m honestly not certain if Tucker wants to be with ether for the sake of our baby

"It doesn’tup his plans" I wipe ain "The least I can do is make sure it doesn’t ruin more than it has to I’ll take on the bulk of the responsibility That’ll free up a lot of his time so that he can open a business he loves"

Dean hesitates "What about Harvard?"

"I’ to my throat "Don’t worry, you’ll have three more years to hate me and call me a bitch"

"Actually, I won’t be there," he confesses