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If he only knehat I’ve been up to

That the girl he knew a couple of weeks ago no longer exists

That I’ve been erasing her

I openthat, in Evan’s book, noar is in the backseat

And, even though I hate that I do, I fear him; he’s as evil as my father

I slip out of the car after he steals a kiss then trudge up the stairs toward my apartment on the third floor As I fall back into the routine of my old life with Evan, my feet feel so much heavier than they did when I left my place earlier today

I want my freedom back, the brief freedoet it back

I need to co I can say that will push Evan away fro to touchon Ryler’s door to ask hi up this afternoon, I’o up to et there A smile touchesto take hio downstairs and hang out with him for a little while I could use his company, and it’ll mean I won’t be here when Evan arrives to take s onto the floor, I walk down the hallway It’s difficult not to run past the wooden circle, but this tie

When I enter o to the discussion board to check es

My heart speeds up when I see a reply Exciteht have discovered an answer to one of my mother’s secrets

Butto, Unbeautiful," I read the reply aloud, "is generally used for people who suffer from psychosis"

Psychosis?

As in crazy?

"Don’t believe anything, Eet the right answers until then"

I glance up fro in my doorway

"Open your eyes The world is only e believe it is Shut your eyes, and you’re adht, Eins to fade "Help yourself so you can help et some answers"