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"Sure Kiss away"

Her eyes light up, and et up, walk away Go down to the bar where I’m supposed to be But I think about the words she wrote on the few pieces of paper I read How they described ht

And I can’t bring led

Ehteen years, I’ve never really had a clear eneral haziness Tonight¸ h

I can’t think straight at all

And I kind of don’t want to

This is why I left Ralingford, isn’t it? To taste freedoht now, that freedom and experience is on Ryler’s lips As mortified as I was the first ti of his lips and the nip of his lip ring biting into aze drops toout to wet his lips In the back of y mind, I hear a buzz of whispers, but they are silenced when I brushas the first tiness in one minute He instantly raises his hand and cups ue inside hisme control this because of what I said

A faint sht Evan used to force his tongue inside le time we kissed He’d tellue inside Ryler’s asp at the feel of the piercing My handsto hold onto I feel like I’ hih my kiss But if that were true, if he really kneho I was, he wouldn’t be here with lides froling his tongue with s, andI should worry about blacking out, about panicking, but then he shifts toward me, rolls le thought in my head dissipates as he pins my head between his arht I’ve been completely and stupidly struck senseless by a si entirely out of character

I let out an untamed moan

I’ve never h Heit into hisso warm and out of breath, so helpless and out of control, so reckless I wrap ainstback to watchto taste his lips again He instantly slips his tongue into my mouth as his hand roain to fall into a rhyth The et until I’ I link my arms around his neck and pull hiet lost in s All I can feel is his body All I can sarettes All I can taste is him All I can hear is the soundlessness I’ nor do I care because,combusts inside me I cry out for the first ti to reality that I realize what happened I just had asm

As the heat of the moment starts to settle down, the reality of what I’ve done crashes over uy my parents would never in a million years approve of If uy downstairs, she’d donot to panic as Ryler pushes back to look er, I findwhat I should say to hio? With Evan, this would be the point where he’d get up and tell , all the time, with his father and mine I still have no clue what he actually did for the my body cold

"I know you probably don’t want me to say this," his hands move in front of him "But you look really beautiful when you’re like that"

I offer him a dazed smile as I sit up then smooth my hands over as, but I still blush like crazy He extends his hand forward and strokes hs as he signs, "I don’t want you to take this the wrong way, but I have to take off for work"

"It’s okay" I check the clock on the stereo "I should probably get hoaze still fixed on"Not much I don’t really have a life as of now This is actually the first ti fun"