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Hope no more,
Since thou art furnished with hidden lore,
To 'scape thy due reward if any day
Without so's presence was a co was not a restful one and the poor prisoner's sickness of heart and nervous terrors grew upon her every hour, withto a shadow, and sacrificing her return to Betty's arue terror and utter loneliness in her renunciation thathours and weeks of such days and such nights her spirit quailed within her, and Loveday ht have found her less cal
She did not come, and this in itself was a disappoint countenance which, teh the first days Oh! could she but find anything to do! She had dusted her two rooms as well as she could consistently with care for the dress she could not change She blaotten her Bible and Prayer-book when hastily h there was little chance that Madge should possess either, or be able to read, she nerved herself to ask "Bible! what should ye want of a Bible, unless to play the hypocrite? I hain't got none!" was the reply
So Aurelia could only walk up and down the court trying to repeat the Psalms, and afterwards the poetry she had learnt for Mr Bela co whether he had indeed deserted her in anger at her distrustful curiosity She tried to scrape the rown Triton, she crept up stairs to thethat looked towards the City, and cleared off soot a needle and thread and tried to darn the holes in the curtains and cushions, but the rotten stuff cruers, and would not hold the stitches At last she found in a dusty corner a boardless book with neither beginning nor end, being Defoe's Plague of London She read and read with a horrid fascination, believing every word of it, wondering whether this house could have been infected, and at length feeling for the plague spot!
A great church-clock enabled her to count the hours! Oh, how many there were of them! How many more would there be? This was only her second day, and deliverance could not co husband--if husband he were--ever so faithful How should she find patience in this dreariness, interspersed with fits of alar? She fell on her knees and prayed for him and for herself!