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What an irony everything is--! When I was yearning for tenderness and
love--, even Suzette's, I was unable to touch her, and now because I am
quite indifferent, both she and Nina, in their separate ways, have begun
to findin it really, it is only as
to whether or no you arouse the hunting instinct!
Suzette wore an air of deep pathos during our repast-- She had put sohten the effect of the red of the real tears,
and she appeared very pretty and gentle--It had not the slightest effect
uponon like a third person The mole with
its three black hairs seemed to be the only salient point about her
Poor little Suzette!--How glad I felt that I had never even pretended a
scrap of love for her!
That astonishing sense of the fitness of things which sowore on-- Finding the
situation hopeless, Suzette accepted it, curbed the real eame--She tried to amuse me--and then we
discussed plans for her future A villa at Monte Carlo she decided at
last--A bijou of a place! which she knew of-- And e parted at
about eleven o'clock everything was arranged satisfactorily Then she
said good-bye to o back to Paris by the last train--