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"During all this time you were like a child in the hands of your
friends You did precisely what they told you to do, no more, no less
You were absorbed by the one idea You could not see nor reason beyond
that You even forgot your fiancé and your love for her, save on that
one day when the sight of her on the street brought her vividly before
your one
At last your ed to a type more morose and sullen The
delay fretted you, and one day without consulting your friends, you
resolved to act You had reason enough left to know that yourweaker and you feared that it would be altogether shattered;
that you would never avenge the fate of your sister unless you acted at
once You told nobody of your intention, but you armed yourself with a
pistol and started for the palace You had determined to kill the czar
before your reason fled utterly"
"Regarding the two hours that passed between the time you were last
seen by your friends, and the events that happened in the palace that
day, nothing is known What streets you traversed on your way there;
how you gained aduarded as strictly