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She had indulgence also for certain other habits of her niece's It seemed to her natural that Lily should spend all her irl's scanty income by occasional "handsome presents" meant to be applied to the same purpose Lily, as intensely practical, would have preferred a fixed allowance; but Mrs Peniston liked the periodical recurrence of gratitude evoked by unexpected cheques, and was perhaps shrewd enough to perceive that such akept alive in her niece a salutary sense of dependence

Beyond this, Mrs Peniston had not felt called upon to do anything for her charge: she had simply stood aside and let her take the field Lily had taken it, at first with the confidence of assured possessorship, then with gradually narrowing de for a foothold on the broad space which had once see How it happened she did not yet know Soht it was because Mrs Peniston had been too passive, and again she feared it was because she herself had not been passive enough Had she shown an undue eagerness for victory? Had she lacked patience, pliancy and dissied herself with these faults or absolved herself from theer and plainer girls had been married off by dozens, and she was nine-and-twenty, and still Miss Bart

She was beginning to have fits of angry rebellion against fate, when she longed to drop out of the race and make an independent life for herself But what hdebts; and none of the desultory interests which she dignified with the nah to enable her to live contentedly in obscurity Ah, no--she was too intelligent not to be honest with herself She knew that she hated dinginess as much as her ht against it, dragging herself up again and again above its flood till she gained the bright pinnacles of success which presented such a slippery surface to her clutch