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I want to free Drew from the prison his past has put upon him And the only way I can do that is if I knohat happened

And tomorrow, I am determined to find out

I have to

~ Chapter Twelve ~

Day 7 (Departure), 9:00 am

The course of true love never did run smooth – William Shakespeare

Drew

We slept in, our naked bodies entwined,her brsts With her fragrant hair in led with ain

Which I did

I’ve had sex with Fable four tile tiirl, it’s pathetic A ht Four-hour drive on a busy travel day, I know it’s probably going to take longer than usual

Plus, I want to escape so I don’t have to face Adele Or my father Hoful is that? I love my dad but today…today will be hard for hiuilty, being so happy on this day—though it’s not the exact day of Vanessa’s death, it’s close enough—yet I want to fight it off

I’uilt and the exhaustion The worry and the shame For once inand I want to revel in it I want to be with her, touch her, tell her howfroood for ether because I’s and gently bring her to orgasasps and moans as the ater beats down on us And then she drops to her knees and takes me into her ue ust of breath

That in itself was apoint My past experiences have made me hate blowjobs Only because they filled me with such revulsion when the ave in to one wo That there was nothing to be ashaht, yet I couldn’t control es, my responses to her She kne to arouse me and I hated that

I hated what she turnedto take out and fk and jerk off and use until I was spent and sick to my stomach More than once after she left me, I contemplated suicide But I couldn’t do it I was too scared, too afraid what ht happen if I lived after all