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When he opened his eyes he looked at lance "NoI shouldn’t"

I shookhi If he didn’t wantI could accept that andthat he did want me, desperately Just like I wanted hi himself to e girl and I needed to keep a clear head I also needed to keep my self-respect

"Okay, Nate" I extracted myself from him, opened the door and cliht yourself So let’s just take a pass on this On us For good Thanks again for the ride"

I walked up the sidewalk tobehindme because I didn’t hear hi for et inside

Which I did, swiftly, and shut the door behindnot to feel too bummed

I couldn’t help but to touch my swollen lips where Nate had kissed et off on the way his mouth touched ue, but he continued to use it on me, which only confused the hell out ofNot sloppy like soet in ue to use, howht now, I still wanted more Fuck

There was a tap on the wood and when I heard Nate’s voice, my stomach rose to my throat "Jessie?"

I cracked open the door open to peek at hiainst the frame and his one ankle crossed over the other He looked so da in his eyes So that looked a lot like determination

"Is there still an open invitation?"

"Pro the door wider for hi this all up But I can’t let you walk away" He shook his head,this close to you h his stiff shoulders as he continued speaking "I can’t seem to stay away and I don’t know if I can explain this or face this or figure out what I’rowled, effectively cutting hiainst the wall, ainstintoyou up and having led pitifully, that’s how badly I wanted it

When I didn’t say anything because I was too lost in my own desire, he said, "Doesdoes that scare youdo I scare you?"