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I pushed et more later, but for now I just needed inside her body in any way I could h She was still spitting mad but I felt her response the instant we connected She was still irl, and we both knew it as I held her jaw and took her ether to send a very specific e You’restarted on taking her This session would conclude in one way, and only one ith asies for what I did next, either I took her I took as mine and had my ith Brynne

She stuck with me the whole distance in body for sure The spirit part would have to be considered later Shag first, talk later had worked for us before, and I felt confident it would now

I hauled her up and carried her to our bed She looked up atopen that silky robe and freeing her hair froht as I shucked off of ht shatter when the spunk erupted the first ti to take the risk, because there would be a second time and possibly a third We would be at this for a while

I covered Brynne’s gorgeous naked form, which only I should ever see, and fked her I fked her hard She fked ht back We fked until we both came And then we fked someleft but to fall into tangled sleep after all the orgasms, both of us spent physically froed us with its shtmare woke me up It was an old one where I see the video of e that’s seared into hout the years I don’t think it was even possible to rehout my life I wondered, not for the first tiht about that video after the fact I hadn’t known the other two at all, but did Lance ever have a ret for what happened to me? For how sad my life was after they did their deed? Did he ever even think about it? Ugly So filthy and ugly

I tried to have a quiet breakdown in theWe’d had soer and frustration through our bodies, but thein the breeze like a signal flag Nothing much had been resolved

Ethan stirred besidearms wrap around me and his lips kiss the top of my head He stroked over my hair and held me as I wept

"I love you so much It killslike this, baby"

"It’s okay I know you lovemy eyes

"I do," he said with a sweet kiss "And I’rapher today," he paused, "but I still loathe the process and I don’t want you doing it any?" There was hope in his voice Too bad I was going to crush it

"I don’t think I can, Ethan I can’t stop--not even for you"

He waited after those words left my lips The words were painful to say to him but he had to hear it froined this would be so for Ethan, but I wanted hiet the uncensored version I owed hi? Why won’t you do it for ain "Because" I blubbered, "because the pictures I take n-now are so--s-so b-beautiful They arejust so beautiful of et that this was breakthrough territory for me I wish Dr Rosas around to witness it

"They are You’re right, Brynne Your pictures are stunningly beautiful" He kissed ainst ainstEthan had never seen it so he did not knohat I absolutely knew to be the truth "No You don’t understand me" I wiped at my tears "It’s okay, but you don’t understand why I need to have those beautiful pictures of ers starting to twirl around a pectoral muscle

"Explain it to ot the words out, but I er, and because of his quiet strength and patience as he held me and stroked my hair, I finally told another person my horrific truth "Because the video of ly in it! And if I have soo ofnew"

Ethan rolledly," he told ot quiet, his eyes flickering back and forth as he studied me "Is that why, baby? Is that the reason you tried tokill yours--"

"Yes!" I sobbed into Ethan’s strong chest and let hi-up My dysfunctional quirk The motivation that drove me on a daily basis and that I assumed would stay with me forever I prayed he could acceptti what I’d shared I’d learned it was his method; that Ethan was incredibly honest and blunt with his opinions and needs, and a deep thinker

"It’s not the photography process that I hate I get that you are all professionals doing a job The photographer is just using you as the object of his art A breathtaking ie that is you" He stroked his paluy today wasn’t after you He was seeing your body as art"

"Siy, in case you didn’t notice"