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I apologize for your situation I hope we can find a way to work through this and becouys at the Towers ht off heroin withdrawals One guy said it gave a slight buzz, but nothing like heroin I have never and will never try heroin I’ve seen what addicts look like, it’s really fucked up

So ould he give me Suboxone?

And ait till seven? Three hours from now I didn’t want to wait for hiht noanted hiotabout He’s got , a need, an unscratchable itch for Enrique Threeoff the walls by 5:30 pet rid ofNone of that solved the craving I had for Enrique, or more specifically his bite A warm bath didn’t help, the three cans of Ensure didn’t help, nor did the half bottle of chardonnay, although it kicked up my buzz nicely

By 7:16 pm, I was ready to strip the floral print wallpaper off with my nails Every part of my body ached for Enrique I don’t st By 7:17 pm I kicked at the locked door, front kicks and sidekicks I took a few steps back to do a ju side kick when he opened the door with the ly calm comment on his lips

"Did you miss me?"

I screahtall my impact in his iron hard arht in the neck, robbing er, hatred, need, frustration, all obliterated in the blast of sweet, sweet euphoria so intense it brought tears to asms, still held in the leech’s e I didn’t have any underwear on beneath hs were soaked by the time he let up

I hated and loved him I wanted to kill him, fuck him, and kiss him, all at the saest sentiment of the moment

"I hate you" I spoke in a quiver, breathless frorettable, but under the circuhed

"That’s all you have to say? What did you do to me?"

"I know this seeize, but it was necessary"

"What do you mean?"

"I had to assure your loyalty I had to bind you to me There was no other way"

"What do you mean bind? How am I bound? I can’t read your mind! You have to tell me what you’ve done to me Why do I want to be with you all the time? Why do I need you to bite et in here" He tapped his finger on his skull "The only name for your condition I have ever known is an archaic tero He called them ‘Bloodslaves’ I think it’s an inappropriate title I have no intention ofyou a slave"

"If I’o hoh you knew of our existence Then Lia brought you here She is a constant strain on my patience If she had let you be, the situation would’ve diffused itself I iine you considered her an eccentric As it stands now, I can’t let you go To be truthful, your particular talents are intriguing I’ you around"

He had o ho him for my captivity, I still felt this inexplicable desire to touch hiain The bastard had me hooked like a da down ed me

It didn’t seem real Like a bad dreao home

"What if I promised I would never say a word to anyone? Who would believe me? This is all so crazy! I can’t hurt you or expose you in any way! I’overnency! Your secret’s safe with me! I don’t care who or what you are, or where you live I just want to go hoed him shamelessly "I don’t want to be a bloodslave! And I can’t stand it here Yourtoabout you!"

"Shush, Shush, Shush It does no good to lament What’s done is done Queridayou are bound to me The bond cannot be broken Surely you’ve noticed the connection between us, the way you need h I’m not proud of it, I’ll not lie YesI did this"

"Oh God, I’m a slave!"

"That’s not really correct I’ve no need to stoop to such degradation I respect you Enough drama – let’s look at some of the positives here"

"What’s positive?"

"I know this seems bad, and it is, but there are some benefits to this life Come with me"