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I hold his gaze, refusing to blink In for a penny, in for a pound "Yes," I hiss, "I hate you!" I need to convince him of my hatred because the alternative is unthinkable He can’t know the truth He just can’t

Julian’s face hardens, turning to ice In one swiftdishes off the kitchen table onto the floor and pusheson the ss, but it’s useless He’s gripping the back ofsound of a belt being unbuckled

I kick back harder, and actually ainsI can’t escape from Julian I will never be able to escape froaround the back of e body do to le part of you is ainsthardness both a threat and a pro me doith one hand onpulled frofor what’s to come

Thwack Thwack The belt descends onat hs and buttocks I can hearwith each blow, and then the pain propelsis turned upside dohere pain and pleasure collide, becouishable from one another, and my tormentor is my only solace My body softens,to feel ht now--that Julian has tapped into that dark, secret part of e of his oisted desires It’s a part of ive up control, to lose myself completely and just be his

By the time Julian stops and turns me over, there isn’t an ounce of defiance left infro I have ever experienced, and I’ to hi love and affection My ar him down on the table with ry kisses hich he consumes my mouth My backside feels like it’s on fire, but it doesn’t di, it intensifies it Julian has trained me well My body is conditioned to crave the pleasure that I know co the zipper, and then he’s insideme with one powerful thrust I shudder with relief, with ecstasy that borders on agony, and wraphim to fuck me, to claim me in the most primitive way possible

"Tell ainstme immobile "Tell me how much you hate me" His other hand finds the place where we’re joined, rubs there, then"Tell me"

I gasp as his finger pushes intosensations Dazed, I openmy own dark need reflected on his face He wants to possess ether, and I can no longer fight him on this

"I don’t hate you" My words come out low and raspy, and I s tolike triumph flashes on his face His hips thrust forward, his shaft burrowing deeper inside aze

"TellHis eyes are burning into er resist the demand I see there He wants all of ive it to him

"I love you" My voice is barely audible, each word feeling like it’s being wrenched out of my very soul "I don’t hate you, JulianI can’tI can’t because I love you"

I can see his pupils dilating, turning his eyes darker His cock swells within me, even thicker and harder than before, and then he pulls out and slaery of his possession

"Tell roans, and I repeat what I said, the words co from the truth anymore, no reason to lie I have fallen head over heels for e that fact

"I love you," I whisper,up to cradle his cheek "I love you, Julian"

His eyes darken further, and then he bends his head, takingkiss

Now I am truly his, and he knows it

Chapter 19

The next three months fly by

After that day--after what I think of as the Birthday Incident--e, beco moreromantic, for lack of a better word

It’s a fucked-up romance, I know that I one that I don’t realize how unhealthy this is I am in love with theme prisoner

The man who seems to need my love as much as he needs my body