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Even worse than the pain is the irrational sense of betrayal To un to trust my captor, to feel like I knew him a bit
He’d caused ht it was just because I was so new to sex I hoped my body would adjust and there would be only pleasure in the future
I was obviously a fool
My entire body is shaking, and I can’t stop crying He’s still holding me down, and I’m terrified of what he’ll do next
What he does next is as shocking as what he did before
He turnsme on his lap, and rocks me back and forth Gently, sweetly, like I’ to console
And despite everything, I burythat illusion of tenderness, craving comfort from the one who made me hurt
After I’m a bit s feel weak and shaky, and I sway a little as he carefully undresses me
I wait for hiize or to explain why he hurtit in the future
But he doesn’t speak--he siins to undress hie mixture of distress and curiosity His body is still a mystery to hts I haven’t even seen his sex yet, even though I’ve felt it inside nificent Completely male Wide shoulders, a narroaist, lean hips He’s powerfully muscled all over, but not in a steroid-enhanced bodybuilder way Instead, he looks like a warrior For so down his eneh and another one on his shoulder They only add to the warrior iht amount of hair on his chest There’s roin area His skin color oes around naked, or he’s naturally darker, like me Perhaps he has some Latino ancestry, too
He’s also fully aroused I can see his cock jutting out atand thick, similar to the ones I’ve seen in porn No wonder I’m sore I can’t believe he’s even able to fit inside uides iving ht push