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It could be worse Paraplegia is different fro in s But they are weak, too weak to function His brain tells thes; they just don’t listen At least his dick works It works too well at ti about the unhelpful limbs attached to it Paralysis would be worse Lack of sexual function, lack of urinary and bowel movements--that would really suck So he is lucky That’s what he tells hiht Lucky When he stares up at the ceiling and thinks about ending it all Poof Done Just like that
There are so life His existence is co Woasm He doesn’t need the outside world Between hookers and Jareith a brother worse off than Mike--a car accident coe where normal bowel and urinary functions are probleer than a healthy huh his condition Jareith that, accepts it as normal Doesn’t blink twice if Mike falls fros He never worries about pity with her--if anything she keeps hi sorry for himself He is so much luckier than her brother Lucky that his dick works and that he can feel when she reaches over and grips his thigh Lucky that he can piss in a toilet and not through a catheter
Jamie She comes on Sundays and Thursdays, and is his only hope at rescue He closes his eyes and wonders what tile Bells" will play before the cheap plastic innards say "screw this" and give up Why the hell did he never put a clock on the wall in this room? It wouldn’t have taken any ti twenty bucks’ worth of sanity up His ht now, he’s fairly certain it is late in the afternoon on Wednesday Pretty sure It can’t be before noon There’s no fucking way that only five hours have passed since the sun cae the amount of pain The codeine has worn off Hethat the knife is stegles his fingers, rolls his wrists, moves his other arer handcuffs
Not that he can really coers He has his life And all it took was putting her head on a platter
He is horrible He is weak
He hates fucking "Jingle Bells"
CHAPTER 75
MARCUS HAD LEARNED a lot in prison A lot about hu habits, or skin color, are all the same We want to fuck, to eat, to live We want freedom, we enjoy control, ant to kill It is an animal instinct, one society tries to squash, to raise out of us, but it is the natural urge that lies in all of us Some of us have learned how to feed that need Enjoy it in the underworld of human life Pick our victims carefully Learn how to properly control them
The men Marcus shared cells ere animals He hated them, despised their dirty skin, the way they spit when they spoke, the naked look of their bodies in the showers But he learned from them Listened to their conquests, their failures, their mistakes
Lenny Blackwell In cell H8 Term: thirty-two years He raped and killed four women that the laare of, nineteen that they weren’t He taught Marcus that bodies were the weak link; if you can destroy the body, you can destroy the evidence He also expanded Marcus’s lock-picking skills and explained how long it took to strangle a woman properly
Bruce Hornt In a shower stall Terhbor for six hours till the ht Marcus orked with torture, what didn’t What had finally caused the man to break
Mikel Stevens In the yard Terht him that you don’t have to kill the victiht hi victier
Marcus was locked up because the judge thought he was dangerous He left that prison a smarter, better predator God bless our justice syste his speed Excited to get to his prize
CHAPTER 76
MY FRUSTRATION REDUCES a little bit at lunch, when I check rand I got twelve grand and they got twelve grand just for a fucking wire Bullshit I feel ain, just fro company Tell them to rerun my debit card, wait on hold for a ridiculous twelve minutes, then crack a smile when they inform me that my site is back up Finally One short-term problem solved I have cash