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Just like Kyle expects me to write his papers

But there is one person who expected the unexpected from me and the only time I noticed disappointment on his face hen I cowered like a sheep And I had to take a ure out I’m not ashamed of him It’s him who should be ashamed of me

I’ve put Razor in an unfair position He introduced me to his world Welcoed and I’ve asked hi him And I told hi to him that Clara did to me and that’s not okay No part of it is okay

I cross the kitchen, and when I pick up my cell, it feels epically heavy My heart picks up pace and dizziness causes ainst the counter I can do this I can end this night er,fearless could be so terrifying

RAZOR

I WISH I HAD Breanna’s h the possible solutions faster Find the way to protect her without risking that picture going live on the internet Find a way to convince her parents to let her stay But I don’t have her mind I have mine and I can’t think of an answer that ork

The board is here All but Pigpen inside the house He’s sitting on the railing on the opposite end of the porch fro

It’s an eerie sensation that my mother’s cramped house is filled with so many uns loaded, are lying in a ditch, watching a hill, and they’re waiting for so on me

I’m in the same place as when Rebecca left with Breanna--ainst the corner post on the front porch I’h if I remain in the same spot I was in the last time I saw her, I won’t cause pen breaks the silence "About this guy named Jacob and horestled with God Have you heard it before?"

I blink a no

"The two of theht," he says "Think about it--you’re Jacob and he’s God and you’re evenly ht for hours Jacob had to believe he was kicking ass Thinking he was big and bad enough to do it on his own, but do you knohat happened?"

It’s a biblical story, so nothing good "A plague? Pillars of salt? Brier in the air "And with that one touch, he dislocates Jacob’s hip One touch and it was over"

God s I crushed fireflies Mopen wants to spin a story about how shit happens "Working on a seree?"

A smile stretches across his face "Naw, but we had a chaplain over in Afghanistan Cool son of a bitch And he’d do this Out of nowhere tell a story that would put it in perspective"