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Ryder turns to look at me, his mouth so close to mine I can practically taste him I stare into his eyes, see the blue shot with little flecks of gold, the thick black fringe of eyelashes, the faint scar along the bridge of his nose I want to ask hiot it I want to tell him every woman in America would kill to have eyelashes as thick as his
But I say nothing Those thoughts are less anyway
"You want me to teach you how to be selfish when it coerously close to ainst his The anticipation is agonizing
A delicious kind of agony, but agonizing nevertheless
"Yes," I whisper, hating the wayhow badly I want him to kiss me Have I ever felt like this with another man? Zachary and I had such … clean sex Not messy, not loud and sweaty and passionate I would find my satisfaction--mostly--and he would always find his, but it was never overwhel
Ryder hasn’t even kissed s
"Half the thrill is in waiting," he whispers in return, his lips ainst mine with those last tords before heback in his seat
I dropthe loss of his nearness "I don’t believe you You don’t see"
"Depends on the woout all available light until he’s everything I see and feel and touch "And you are definitely worth waiting for"
I part my lips to protest, to tell him I don’t want hi froentle It isn’t a sweet exploration or a tentative question His kiss takes Takes and takes, and I do nothing but give willingly His tongue thrusts into hten inmy hand into the soft hair at the back of his head His scent, his heat wraps all around hts me up and sets me on fire
All in the space of approxi the seconds, but , the frantic breaths, the thrust of tongues and the whimper that escapes me when he breaks the kiss first …
I’ve never experienced anything like this
I’lances doith an aers fro hot He must think I’ehis tie He slips his strong fingers beneath my chin and tilts my face up so I have no choice but to look hilow in his gazeme weak "I like that you were overcoaze and he pushes beneath ain "Don’t be shy, either," he says, his voice a soft but fir to do this"