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"Let’s just finish this shoot, yeah?" I walked over to grab my camera, and no matter how hard I tried not to think about itI couldn’t stop

His story, and thoughts of what Saco was currently going through, flooded irlfriend whohinant I’d never once worn a condoh she’d avoided men, she’d been on the pill ever since Parker was born

Or, that’s what she’d told ht about it That didn’t an I knew her I loved her I loved Parker

But then, ould she suddenly let in a guy after so ed I had deure out what I’d done to deserve soether et? So ainst my forehead, I willed all this bullshit to leave my mind I’d never doubted us, or been suspicious of her, until fivestory I knew Reagan She wouldn’t--­Christ I’d just told Brody that I wanted to ht Not even threeher? I couldn’t do this I just--­I couldn’t

Reagan--­November 1, 2010

PARKER’S FACE LIT up when there was a knock on the door, and I nodded uess who that is?"

His s for the door "Coen! Did you have fun shooting that guy?"

I laughed and sighed We so

"Uhyeah I did"

"Are you gonna stay tonight? I want you to take me to school tomorrow"

I raised an eyebrow as they rounded the corner into the living roo from his face, and Coen looked like someone had just punched him in the stomach

"Yeah, I don’t know about that We’ll talk about it later"

Parker shot me a confused look, and I tried to compose my expression, but didn’t catch it in ti over to stand next to me

I took a step toward Coen, but stopped when his near-­black eyeshappen?"

"No, I’lanced down at Parker when he wrapped an arm aroundin the kitchen Clearing my throat, I tried to ease the aard tension that had settled "Well, do you have so in particular you want for dinner?"

"Whatever you want," he ed "I said whatever you want, Ray Order what you want"