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"Funny thing sha badly and aware of it in a
way, but I didn't feel really asha found out
in my honourable occupation drove me froed about there, ht, expecting every moment to hear the
captain's footsteps behind ht I had rather meet him face to face and I walked
slowly aft prepared to see hiot
that far I even thought of his having detected me by some means But
it was impossible, unless he had eyes in the top of his head I had
never had a view of his face down there It was impossible; I was safe;
and I felt very mean, yet, explain it as youon deck, I had the i
mean I wanted another peep I really don't knoas the beastly
influence except that Mr Franklin's talk was enough to de a sort of unhealthy curiosity which did away in my case
with all the restraints of coht squatting in a suspicious
attitude by the captain There was also the helmsman to consider So