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He upbraided himself What else could he have expected? He had rushed
in like a ruffian; he had dragged the poor defenceless thing by the hair
of her head, as it were, on board that ship It was really atrocious
Nothing assured him that his person could be attractive to this or any
other woh in themselves to make
anyone odious He must have been bereft of his senses Shecould make up for such brutality And yet
somehow he resented this very attitude which seemed to him completely
justifiable Surely he was not too monstrous (morally) to be looked at
frankly sometimes But no! She wouldn't Well, perhaps, so for forgiveness With the
repulsion she felt for his person she would certainly uarded words, the most careful advances Never! Never!
It would occur to Anthony at the end of such meditations that death was
not an unfriendly visitor after all No wonder then that even young
Powell, his faculties having been put on the alert, began to think that
there was soiven him his chance in
life Yes, decidedly, his captain was "strange" There was so that his young and
candid eyes were in the presence of a passion profound, tyrannical and
itself
helpless and dis itself incurable
Powell had never before felt thiswhen it had been his good fortune to h