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she could see it--for she had no reason to distrust her father
She was there in good ti across the road at these
walls which are, properly speaking, awful You do indeed seeles of the unholy bulk, the fall of tientle and implacable
slowness And a voicelesslike a drea and mortal like poison
When de Barral came out she experienced a sort of shock to see that he
was exactly as she reed You come out in the sa for her No doubt he was Whether he recognized
her? Very likely She crossed the road and at once there was reproduced
at a distance of years, as if by soht so
fahton of the financier de Barral walking
with his only daughter One comes out of prison in the same clothes one
wore on the day of conde one has been put away
there Oh, they last! They last! But there is so which is
preserved by prison life even better than one's discarded clothing It
is the force, the vividness of one's sentiments A monastery will do
that too; but in the unholy claustration of a jail you are thrown back
wholly upon yourself--for God and Faith are not there The people
outside disperse their affections, you hoard yours, you nurse theet in the es of free life, you hold on to, arowth of memories They can look with a smile at the troubles and pains
of the past; but you can't Old pains keep on gnawing at your heart, old
desires, old deceptions, old drea you in the dead stillness
of your present where nothing moves except the irrecoverable minutes of
your life