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When I euerite had said about
her in her letter, and I saw at once how little et ht that it would be a distraction
for hbours I went
without either reluctance or enthusiasm, with that sort of apathy into
which I had sunk since iven my post I put down my
unloaded gun at my side, and ht wander over the solitary plains, and from time to time I
heard some one call to me and point to a hare not ten paces off None of
these details escaped my father, and he was not deceived by my exterior
calm He ell aware that, broken as I noas, I should soerous, and, without
see to make any effort to console hts
My sister, naturally, knew nothing of what had happened, and she could
not understand hoas that I, who had forhthearted,
had suddenly beco in the midst of my sadness my father's anxious
scrutiny, I pressed his hand as if to ask hiivehim