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her?"
"Nevertheless I do demand it," said the pope with solemnity, "deainst whose holy laws
you have sinned--you, His consecrated priest"
"But that is an impossibility!" passionately exclaimed Francesco "One
must bear a heart of stone in his bosom to require it; and that you can
do so only proves that you have never knohat it is to love!"
"And that I can do so should prove to you that I have indeed known it,
my son!" sadly responded the pope
"Whoever has known love knows that there can be no renunciation!"
"And whoever has known love can renounce!" exclaimed the pope, with
animation "Listen to me,expiation serve you as a warning example! You think
I cannot have known love? Ah, I tell you I have experienced all its joys
and all its sorrows--that in the intoxication of rapture I once forgot
my vows, my duties, ht her whoet her own sacred duties and to sin! Ah,
you call me a saint, and yet I have been the most abject of sinners!
Under this Franciscan vesture beat a tempestuous, fiery heart that
derided God and His laws; a heart that would have given ive e the possession of my
beloved! She was beautiful, and of a heavenly disposition; and hence,
when she passed through the aisles of the church, with her slight fairy
for dark locks, her eyes bea about her lips--ah,
when she thus passed through the church, her feet scarcely touching the
floor, then I, aited her in the confessional, felt myself nearly
frantic with ecstasy,in my ears, and I attempted to implore the aid and support of
God"