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Dinner-time came, and stunned, bewildered, solitary, she went
into the teachers' rooer to life before It seee horrible state where everything
was as in hell, a condition of hard, malevolent system And she
was not really free The afternoon drew at her like soe
The first week passed in a blind confusion She did not know
how to teach, and she felt she never would know Mr Harby came
down every now and then to her class, to see what she was doing
She felt so inco, so unreal, that she wavered, beca with the
listening-genial s;
he said nothing, he , she felt she had no
soul in her body Then he went away, and his going was like a
derision The class was his class She was a wavering
substitute He thrashed and bullied, he was hated But he was
entle and always considerate of her
class, yet they belonged to Mr Harby, and they did not belong
to her Like some invincible source of the mechanism he kept all
power to himself And the class owned his power And in school