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In all these things there was the sound of a bugle to her
heart, exhilarating, suot her brown "Longman's First French Graes, nor her little grey Algebra book
There was always a ent, instinctive, but she
was not "thorough" If a thing did not come to her
instinctively, she could not learn it And then, herfor all lessons, her bitter contempt of all teachers
and schoolance
made her detestable
She was a free, unabateable animal, she declared in her
revolts: there was no law for her, nor any rule She existed for
herself alone Then ensued a long struggle with everybody, in
which she broke down at last, when she had run the full length
of her resistance, and sobbed her heart out, desolate; and
afterwards, in a chastened, washed-out, bodiless state, she
received the understanding that would not come before, and went
her way sadder and wiser
Ursula and Gudrun went to school together Gudrun was a shy,
quiet, wild creature, a thin slip of a thing hanging back froain
She seemed to avoid all contact, instinctively, and pursued her
own intent way, pursuing half-formed fancies that had no
relation to anyone else
She was not clever at all She thought Ursula clever enough
for two Ursula understood, so why should she, Gudrun, bother