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"I don't want to send you away I want to sleep
with you But I can't sleep, you don't let me sleep"
His blood turned black in his veins
"What do you ? It's an arrant lie I
don't let you sleep----"
"But you don't I sleep so hen I'm alone And I can't
sleep when you're there You do so to me, you put a
pressure on my head And I must sleep, now the child is
co wrong in
you"
Horrible in the extreme were these nocturnal combats, when
all the world was asleep, and they tere alone, alone in the
world, and repelling each other It was hardly to be borne
He went and lay down alone And at length, after a grey and
livid and ghastly period, he relaxed, soo, he did not care what becae and diueness had co And it was an infinite relief
to drown, a relief, a great, great relief
He would insist no more, he would force her no more He would
force hio, relax, lapse,
and ould be, should be
Yet he wanted her still, he always, alanted her In his
soul, he was desolate as a child, he was so helpless Like a