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"And why not?"
"They're bagatelle," she said, using one of her atelles or billiards, it h"
But Anna was not to be won over She had a curious shrinking
fro lady of
her day She would not go into company because of the
ill-at-ease feeling other people brought upon her And she never
could decide whether it were her fault or theirs She half
respected these other people, and continuous disillusion
ht the
people she did not knoonderful Those she knew see her up in little falsities that
irritated her beyond bearing She would rather stay at ho it illusory
For at the Marsh life had indeed a certain freedoeness There was no fret about money, no ht, because
neither Mrs Brangwen nor Brangwen could be sensible of any
judgment passed on them from outside Their lives were too
separate
So Anna was only easy at home, where the common sense and the
supreme relation between her parents produced a freer standard
of being than she could find outside Where, outside the Marsh,
could she find the tolerant dignity she had been brought up in?
Her parents stood undiminished and unaware of criticise her her very
existence They seely reluctant to go ast them She depended upon her
o out