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When Anna was nine years old, Brangwen sent her to the da and dancing in her
inconsequential fashion, doing veryold Miss Coates by her indifference to
respectability and by her lack of reverence Anna only laughed
at Miss Coates, liked her, and patronized her in superb,
childish fashion
The girl was at once shy and wild She had a curious contempt
for ordinary people, a benevolent superiority She was very shy,
and tortured with misery when people did not like her On the
other hand, she cared very little for anybody save her mother,
whom she still rather resentfully worshipped, and her father,
whom she loved and patronized, but upon whom she depended These
two, her mother and father, held her still in fee But she was
free of other people, towards whom, on the whole, she took the
benevolent attitude She deeply hated ugliness or intrusion or
arrogance, however As a child, she was as proud and shadowy as
a tiger, and as aloof She could confer favours, but, save from
her mother and father, she could receive none She hated people
who ca, she wanted her
distance She mistrusted intimacy
In Cossethay and Ilkeston she was always an alien She had
plenty of acquaintances, but no friends Very few people whonificant to her They seeuished She did not take people very seriously