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He had to learn to contain hiain, and he hated it He

hated her that she was not there for hiratitude and a knowledge that she would

receive hiain, prevented his straying very far He cautiously did not go

too far He knew she norance of him, lapse

away from him, farther, farther, farther, till she was lost to

hih in hily For he did not

want to lose her: he did not want her to lapse away

Cold, he called her, selfish, only caring about herself, a

foreigner with a bad nature, caring really about nothing, having

no proper feelings at the bottoed, and piled up accusations that had sorace in hi too far He knew, and he quivered with rage and hatred,

that she was all these vile things, that she was everything vile

and detestable But he had grace at the bottos, he did not want to lose her, he

was not going to lose her

So he kept some consideration for her, he preserved some

relationship He went out ain,

to escape theto him, when she was as absent as any woman in

indifference could be He could not stay at hoot drunk But he preserved his

s between them he never forfeited