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Mr Bulstrode was conscious of being in a good spiritual frame and more
than usually serene, under the influence of his innocent recreation
He was doctrinally convinced that there was a total absence of merit in
himself; but that doctrinal conviction may be held without pain when
the sense of demerit does not take a distinct shape inof remorse Nay, it may be
held with intense satisfaction when the depth of our sinning is but a
proof that we are
peculiar instruments of the divine intention The memory has as many
moods as the temper, and shifts its scenery like a diorama At this
moment Mr Bulstrode felt as if the sunshine were all one with that of
far-off evenings when he was a very young hbury And he would willingly have had that
service of exhortation in prospect now The texts were there still,
and so was his own facility in expounding them His brief reverie was
interrupted by the return of Caleb Garth, who also was on horseback,
and was just shaking his bridle before starting, when he exclai along the lane?
He's like one of those men one sees about after the races"