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Poor Mr Casaubon! This suffering was the harder to bear because it
see creature who had worshipped him with
perfect trust had quickly turned into the critical wife; and early
instances of criticism and resentment had made an impression which no
tenderness and submission afterwards could remove To his suspicious
interpretation Dorothea's silence noas a suppressed rebellion; a
remark from her which he had not in any way anticipated was an
assertion of conscious superiority; her gentle answers had an
irritating cautiousness in them; and when she acquiesced it was a
self-approved effort of forbearance The tenacity hich he strove
to hide this inward drama made it the more vivid for him; as we hear
with the more keenness ish others not to hear
Instead of wondering at this result of misery in Mr Casaubon, I think
it quite ordinary Will not a tiny speck very close to our vision blot
out the glory of the world, and leave only a in by which we see the
blot? I know no speck so troublesome as self And who, if Mr
Casaubon had chosen to expound his discontents--his suspicions that he
was not any longer adored without criticisood reasons? On the contrary, there was a strong
reason to be added, which he had not himself taken explicitly into
account--namely, that he was not unmixedly adorable He suspected
this, however, as he suspected other things, without confessing it, and
like the rest of us, felt how soothing it would have been to have a
companion ould never find it out
This sore susceptibility in relation to Dorothea was thoroughly
prepared before Will Ladislaw had returned to Lowick, and what had
occurred since then had brought Mr Casaubon's power of suspicious