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She pushed aside her own feelings and her pride "Grrr…" she growled as she unbuckled her seatbelt and gathered her purse

"I hate myself… I hate myself…" shethe door and getting out of the car Exhaling heavily, she humbled herself as looked upon the tall two-story house She wanted to forget Jacob and forget his mother too; but they were still Jayden's faive it another try for his sake

"Oh God…" She groaned as she reluctantly picked up first her right foot and then her left foot Her legs felt heavy under her weight She didn't want to do it- she really didn't want to do it She felt as though she alking the green mile; the final walk that death-row in chaain?" She whispered under her breath as she lowered her eyes A painful lump formed in her throat and she kneas her pride Slowly she ate of their front yard, up the narrow cement ay and up the three steep steps to the enclosed front porch She crossed her arms over her chest as she unconsciously chewed at the skin on her lower lip With a shaky hand she reached outith a pointed finger and rang the doorbell Ding-dong…ding-dong, the bell rang and Marla waited She huffed and she puffed trying to release an easy sigh but her nerves were on edge It seeer this ti Mrs Ellis condition she waited a little longer; after all it was a little difficult for her to h the door way Marla would be patient she thought as she tapped her foot anxiously against the cement step

"H another five ain and waited Still there was no answer after another tenaway

Sunday 7:46 a showers bring busy May flowers; and so it was for Jayden a busy ti day Kindergarten had proven to be an awakening for young Jayden He learned that not every family had only a mom but there were even so a dad is fun; especially on school field trips and parent-child day when a prizes; buthim wonder why