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"Hello" I feel a knot inher voice

"Ni-Nina" I choked out

"Butterfly?" she ask "Nina it's Ana she wants to ask you soround

"How are you?" she continues

"I'm fine I miss you so much you have no idea" I ad for you" she says

"Thanks how is dad holding up?" I know she will tell me the truth I know that if there is any one that truly knows my dad is her She can see what he doesn't want any one else to see

"I' well he acts like everything is fine but deep down he is devastated I haven't seen hi to"Nina what's for dinner?" I hear my father's voice and I freeze on the spot He is there on the other side of the phone I'ht just break it Damn I wish I can talk to him and tell him how much I love hih, and that for the first time in my life I'm happy "What ever you would like Sir" Nina answers "Surprisetoo?"to know it'sto trace the call "Ana she wants to bake a cake" Nina lies "I'll be in o take care I love you" Nina hangs up leaving me a wreck I drop the phone and sit in complete darkness Every time I talk to them I always end up a mess That's the reason why I don't call thehter a that I have broken ivesthat ht now to tellto be fine I lay down and instantly the tears start falling I feel horrible It hurtsbecause ofmy life A few minutes later the door opens and I turn to my side "Sorry I need so butsick?" I can feel hi closer "I'?" he asks Oh god I don't want hiies" I try to hide ic to the air or to h leave it up to hih I hear his shoes hit the floor he is probably leaving I feel the bed sink and then I feel his arms around me I should probably push hiht now He turnsGI Jane?" he brushin I hate crying around people but I can't control ht now I don't knohat is it about him that makes me want to trust hihter?" I stutter "What?" he lifts my chin up and looks confuse "Why would you think that?" I lay " Every one thinks I left my father because he was strict but no one knows the real reason why I left "You aren't the first and won't be the last daughter that leaves their parents and honesty I don't bla with the way he is" he plays with my hair Did I tell him the truth about my father? "You know strict and all" he adds and I relax "I think he hates ood "Don't be silly no one can hate you especially not your father" he says I don't let the no one can hate you part go unnoticed I lift my head up to look at him "You really think so?" He runs his thuht because I can't live knowing that ht "even with ives s out your eyelashes but damn it's hard to take that shit out I sit up and look away from him "I look crazy don't I?" He sits up and takes of his shirt and hands it over to me "Here use this to wipe it off" I clean my face and I sniff it really quick before he sees me He pulls me back down and I lay down on his bare chest His skin is so sot a tattoo?" I trace the letters that are written on his right side of his chest How did Iat hi you can't handle that's what it says" he says "Powerful words" I whisper "Indeed they are but they are also true" he strokes et it?" I rest s one hand to the back of his neck he looks like he isthrough a rough time you can say I had so much on my plate that I didn't ask for I was theright," he looks down to reen eyes "I was so stress juggling school, work, ho care of Sophia I felt like I couldn't handle it I started to drink and srades drop and I alh I almost lost my job Until one day an old lady that lived around the corner fro she said toyou can't handle' and those words spoke to me in a way that I can't explain" he says Now I understand why he alorry about Sophia he has been taking care of her his whole life I sive hi" He chuckles "Thanks" I lay back down and he strokes my hair The roo I can hear his heartbeat it's so strong "I think your dad should be proud of you" he breaks the silence I laugh "Why?" He is crazy if he thinks ot up and left hi they know and love behind to start a new life some where else by themselves" I doubt et soet up but I pin hiht?" I ask I don't want to be alone right now He looks down at h "You wish" I don't kno he always finds a way to h "One can only hope can I take a shower first?" he ask "Yea you kind of stink" I lie he sers and tears on me" he tease "Good point" I sit up and let hi for Gabe all I can think about is how big and empty my bed feels maybe I should buy a smaller bed Gabe walks in andpajamas bottomI found myself in awe of his hard lean frame My eyes travels over his smooth hard chest down to is six pack which is well define every single line Then I move down to the V-shape of his hips that I didn't see yesterday Seriously how can so? "Beautiful" I say under h his hair "I didn't say anything" I move over to make room for hi I s" he walks towards ht like always how eet that check because you are to young to be hearing things" I say Thank god it's dark and he can't see"Mmm" he hums and pushes me down as he rolls on top of ood "Yes" I press h He pins my ar a burning sensation behind "Are you sure I herd wrong?" his voice comes out husky I s and nod my head because I can't even talk I'm to focus on his hand on hing "Stop!" I cry out I' so hard that my chest and stomach hurts "Please stop!" I can't take it no ht next to me I take a minute to recover from my attack "Now that's better" he s instead of crying" he tucks a strand of hair behind h his still wet hair "I thought I had the whole looking like-a-dying-clon" I trace his perfect eyebrow "I said that to make you feel better but you kind of looked like death" he whisper I punch hi his chest "It hurts" I try to push hi body you are sure heaver than a cow" I say "Beautiful" hebeautiful body" he looks up and winks I laugh "What ever you say crazy" We stare at each other for a what seeet lost in his eyes all et so day tomorrow" he kissed oodnight" I turn to ed le in to his arms There is no other place I rather be then in his arives ht the shiver that wants to break out This is going to be a good night