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Love you always
Your Princess
I fold the paper and give it a kiss before placing it on top of my bed There is so much more I want to say to him but I can't write all of it down I don't have tiht I letcan some one hold until they break? I criedto be hard but I had no idea how hard it really was I know deep down this is the only way out of this o away My father is the only parent I have left and I' I will destroy hiht even lose hih Jane stop trying to talk your self out of doing this If I keep thinking this way I e my mind and stay I clean my tears it's now or never I walk to the door and crack it open I hear people laughing and talking with round I close and lock the door I peak out theand to e and throw out theI run to ether I tie one end to my bed frame and the other end I throw it out theI seen this in a movie once I just hope I am not to heavy for this My stomach starts to turn, my hands are shaky and I break in to a cold sweat I can't believe I'hts but never thought I would go through with it I breath in and out trying to control my nervous and I take the last look around rew up, where I had so ot my heart broken for the first tiht I have to leave all this behind e of theand look down I am so thankful that my rooher then I wouldn't have the guts to go through with it I wipe s and hands around the sheets and I slowly start to slide down My hands start to burn due to how hard I' on to the sheets My arht I really need to work onhot" I hear souys pass by "Yeah Raul is one lucky bastard" the other one says Please don't turn around please don't turn around I prayed I hear the sheet tearing andFuck if I fall fro to breakI know I shouldn't panic but I can't help it I start to kickto hold on to the sheet I look back and thankfully no one is there I quickly return to slide down before the sheet rips all the way I am only a few ft ahen the sheet finally rips and I fall onmy ankle "Fuck" I cry That shit hurts but I don't have tie and start running Every ti stab by ht now All I can think about right now is running and getting away There is so many cars in front of my yard that they keepto be able to run with my ankle like this My plan was to run all the way to a bus stop and go fro to have to steal a car I have never stole anything in my life but drastic tih all the cars until I find one that wasn't lock "Thank you Jesus" I open the door and hot wire the car Thanks you Saht me how to hot wire a car I have no idea how she learn to do that She is full of surprises that one As soon as the car starts I hit the gas petal and speed the fuck out of there I feel the adrenaline running through my body This is what peopleaway fro like this before I press down on the gas petal I need to put as much distant between that house andto be honest I never thought I was going to get this far I can drive until I run out of gas but then it would be easier for them to find me I only have a few hours until they find the letter I need to take advantage of every minute the best way I can Think Jane think The only way I can get far far away from here in a few hours is by an airplane Why didn't I think about that before? Usually the airport is a good 30 minute drive I made it there under 20 minutes Thankfully there was no cop around or else it would be a different story When I finally reach the airport I give the valet the keys and run inside "Good reets me as I oing anywhere" I say out of breath She stares at me like I lost my mind "Sure but that can be a little expensive" I roll my eyes at her she thinks I can't afford it she has no idea "I know I didn't ask you for the price" I say pissed off "Of course I am sorry mada at her screen "A one way ticket" I answer I don't ever want to come back "Okay" she keeps her eyes on the screen as I look around toto block ht think that I killed some one I'm so close to freedoht is in 30now you made it just in time" she smiles at me "Okay I'll take it how much?" I reach for the envelopes "It would be 500 plus 25 for the luggage" Da to be expensive I hand her the money and one of my fake ID It takes her about 5 minutes to put in the computer but it seems like an hour to me She doesn't know that every ht Your exit is on the right" she hands me my ticket and ID I take out the envelope with the cash and the one Nina gave e I walk towardsaround toso paranoid "May I have your ticket please?" the ticket person askas it's far far frorants et into the plane any faster than I did "Goodbut you can pick any seat that is available" the air hostesses greats me as I board the plane "It's fine and thank you" I walk to the first available seat that I lay eyes on I'lad it's aseat I buckle my self up and send a little pray