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I saas going to marry her, for family, perhaps political
reasons, because her rank and connections suited hiiven her his love, and that her qualifications were ill adapted
to win from him that treasure This was the point--this here
the nerve was touched and teased--this here the fever was
sustained and fed: SHE COULD NOT CHARM HIM
If she had ed the victory at once, and he had yielded and
sincerely laid his heart at her feet, I should have covered uratively) have died to theood and noble woman, endoith force, fervour,
kindness, sense, I should have had one vital struggle with two
tigers--jealousy and despair: then, my heart torn out and devoured,
I should have aded her excellence, and been
quiet for the rest of my days: and the more absolute her
superiority, the deeper would have been my admiration--the more
truly tranquil my quiescence But as ra Mr Rochester, to witness their
repeated failure--herself unconscious that they did fail; vainly
fancying that each shaft launched hit theherself on success, when her pride and self-complacency
repelled further and further what she wished to allure--to witness
THIS, was to be at once under ceaseless excitation and ruthless