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"Colt, I was a lesbian in another life and I've never liked men with the exception of my brother and men who didn't show any interest in me physically"

"And me?" Colt asked

I nodded my head

"So you would've looked at me as the enemy?"

"Yes"

A little ti to make up for the obvious disappointment that I had caused him with my answer

"I've never held a h I've never kissed a man before you either"

My cheeks felt hot and I experienced a little regret in supplying such telling infor for this man

"So I'll be your first then? As amy admission with, "In some ways"

"What do you mean by that?" He asked inquisitively

"I don't want to talk about it!" I said with heated passion

My face felt like it was on fire and I turned away so that I wasn't looking at him

"Do you think I'll mistreat you or abuse you?"

I turned back to him and further exclaimed, "I don't want to talk about this kind of stuff!"

"Answer the question Kim" Colt said steadily

In exasperation I said, "I don't know……ly he was silent, which oddly made me feel bad I knew he had restraint but I'd just said that he didn't Once again I felt overwhel to hurt hiht?

I turned back to hier that I'd fallen through the world with, "Do you want to hear about who I am? What makes me tick?"

"I'd love to!" Colt affiraze on an, "Okay then I'll give it to you straight My mother was a whore that left me and my brother one day with our uncle That was the lastof her We ith our uncle for a couple of years It was bad Really bad! Keko and I ran away one day We were caught and put in an orphanage and several ot really good after that Keko and I grew up and we left for the big city and the opportunity that it afforded us in the States Keko was a hard worker, but I'm not, at least I wasn't then I took an easy way out to pay for college and selfish coht I couldn't do without I made videos Sex videos with other women and I was involved in a relationship outside of the videos to The wrongness of it got to ot out of that life style and I tried to bury it and put it behindit up and held it over al actions that cost the jobs of thousands of decent hard-working people"