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“I knew it I knew you et I bet you were thinking about it too, weren’t you?”

“Thinking about what?” I asked breathlessly as his fingers ue took over ht about it since you walked into the office”

I wasn’t going to lie; the thought did cross my mind as I rode up to Adalynn’s office “Yes,” I whispered

He had his hold on ht so You’re so hot, sweetheart I can’t wait to get my ck inside you,” he said as I unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants

I took the my thumb over his slick head He moaned

“Turn around, put your hands on the wall, and bend over,” he said as his hands first took downand then pushed my skirt over htly slapped it

He pushed into me hard and rip on , and I was ready to explode

“That’s it, sweetheart”

I let out a moan with each thrust and Ian put his hand over my mouth That turned me on evenslowed as he released hiood,” he whispered as his last thrust stayed deep inside me

We stayed like that for a moment and then Ian pulled out ofAfter I put it on and pulled down my skirt, he pulled me close to him and kissed me as he hit the button The elevator jerked and then started going down He looked at er down my cheek When the doors opened, Ian put his hand on the s

“I’ll see you when you get home and I’ll have Charles cook us dinner,” he said as he kissed me on the cheek

“See you at home” I s fro there with him, but it also hurt more times than not I drove to Dr Neil’s office and was instantly seen when I arrived

“I need to discuss Ian, Dr Neil”

“Okay, what’s going on?”

“I’m in love with him and he doesn’t feel the same way He told me yesterday that he’s happy with our friendship the way it is and not to cos”

Dr Neil tilted her head and looked at me with empathy “Only you can s If you do, then you’re opening yourself up to extreme heartache down the road If you don’t, then you need toyour life, without Ian I’htht When he’s not, they coave you safety He took care of you and saw that you had everything you needed From what you’ve told me, you’ve never experienced safety You’ve lived pretty much in fear since your mother died Ian takes that fear froo back to that place of pain LetHave you ever confronted your aunt about your feelings and how you felt growing up in her house?”

“No,” I whispered as I shook my head

“In order to move on from the past, you need to confront it”

When I walked into the house, the first thing I did was change into co on the patio I stepped outside and sat in the lounge chair next to hilass of wine, he sood Dr Neil told hto back to Indiana and put closure on it”

“Then we’ll leave tomorrow,” he said