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“I want you, Rory I want you in a way that’s different froh s that sat inside it I was so scared that he was going to tellI wouldn’t do Not for him or anyone
“When I fk you, I don’t want there to be anything between my ck and your puy I want to feel you and be inside you naturally; skin to skin, flesh to flesh”
I slowly shookto say “I’m sorry, Ian, I don’t understand”
He sainstyou if you would be willing to get on some type of birth control so I wouldn’t have to wear one”
“You’ve been with too many women, Ian”
“I know I’ to be totally honest with you, Rory, and I hope to God you believe me I’ve never not used a condoht, Ian”
He took my face in his hands and stared into my eyes “I swear to you”
“Why me, then? Out of all the hundreds of women you’ve had sex with over the years, why me?”
“I don’t know,” he said as he scootedI know is I want to have sex with you, and I don’t want to wear a fking condoet on birth control so I don’t have to worry about you getting pregnant”
“I have a question for you,” I said
“Go ahead”
“If I get on birth control and have sex with you, would there be more to us than just sex?”
I already knew the answer to that, but I wanted to hear him say it
“I’ve already told you that I don’t do ‘us,’” he said as he walked over and sat back down on the couch “I can give you great sex and I can help you out, but that’s as far as I’ll go I’ honest withI’, there’s no waiting” He so grab some clothes and I’ll take you back to o and see Dr Graham”