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He’d sat in a stone roo queen’s body, her spirit Had been unable to help her as she’d screa those screams
But it was the sound that came out of her as Cairn hurled her into the chest of drahere Fenrys had watched hi his tools, the sound she made as she hit the floor, that shattered him entirely
A small sound Quiet Hopeless
He’d never heard it froot to his feet and wiped his bloodied, broken nose
Aelin Galathynius stirred, trying to rise onto her forearms
Cairn pulled the red-hot poker from the brazier He pointed it at her like a sword
Fenrys strained against his invisible bindings as Aelin glanced at him, tohere he’d sat for the past two days, in that same damned spot by the tent wall
Despair shone in her eyes
True despair, without light or hope The sort of despair that wished for death The sort of despair that began to erode strength, to eat away at any resolve to endure
She blinked at him Four times I am here, I ae Not before death, but before the sort of breaking that no one would walk away from Before Maeve returned with the Wyrdstone collar
Cairn rotated the poker in his hands, heat rippling off its point
And Fenrys couldn’t allow it
He couldn’t allow it In his shredded soul, in as left of him after all he’d been forced to see and do, he couldn’t allow it
The blood oath kept his limbs planted A dark chain that ran into his soul
He would not allow it That final breaking
He pushed upward against the bond’s dark chain, screah no sound caainst those invisible chains, against that blood-sworn order to obey, to stay down, to watch
He defied it All that the blood oath was
Pain lanced through him, into his very core
He blocked it out as Cairn pointed the s queen with a heart of wildfire
He would not allow it
Snarling, the , Fenrys bellowed at the dark chain binding hi with every scrap of defiance he possessed
Let it kill him, wreck him He would not serve Not another heartbeat He would not obey
He would not obey
And slowly, Fenrys got to his feet
Pain shuddered Aelin as she lay sprawled, panting, arround
It was not Cairn and the poker she stared at
But Fenrys, rising upward, his body rippling with tree
Even Cairn halted Looked toward the white wolf "Stand down"
Fenrys snarled, deep and vicious And still he struggled to his feet
Cairn pointed the poker at the rug "Lie down That is an order fro But he was standing
Standing
Despite the order, despite the blood oath’s commands
Get up
From far away, the words sounded
Cairn roared, "Lie down!"
Fenrys’s head thrashed froainst an invisible oath
His dark eyesfrom the wolf’s nostril
It’d kill him--to sever the oath It would break his soul His body would go soon after that
But Fenrys put one paard His claws dug into the ground
Cairn’s face paled at that step That impossible step
Fenrys’s eyes slid toward hers Neither needed the silent code between theaze The order and plea
Run