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I will always be first and on my own--for the rest of my life
I reach the altar, where the Archbishop waits I step up to the throne, turn to face the congregation, and the cereins The Archbishop anoints ic Latin words I recite my oath, olden scepter and jeweled orb, and the Lord Chancellor slides the ring on ht hand
And then I take my place upon the throne
Saint Michael’s Crown--the jeweled and velvet glory of the Croels of Wessco--is brought forward by the Dean of Ansaline The Archbishop prays, then slowly, reverently, he places the crown on my head
And I wait for the transfor that I’m sure n
I wait and wait some more
Then, after a fewhappens
I don’t feel different I still feel likecrown on lance at the bishops and the crowd filling the cathedral pews No one else seeally, I walk back down the aisle, and every head bows before me Outside the cathedral there are more flashes and cheers as I wave, then descend the steps and return to the carriage that carries reeted and congratulated by all governnitaries I ss--but still it feels all so disappointingly irl, wearing her daddy’s crohich is too big for her head
And then it’s time to step out onto the balcony--the press loves this bit
As I proceed alone, a frigid breeze wafts over ers I rest my hands on the stone balustradeand look down
There’s an ocean of faces, , waving and clapping Tens of thousands of the down their faces, but all have a look of complete adoration
For me
They’re here for me
I’ve seen crowds before, my whole life I’ve met the public--but not like this, never like this
These are my people And for the first time, I understand what that means
Because I don’t just see they envelops me in its warm embrace Their joy, their trust, their lovetheir acceptance I feel it fros with it
This is what it , breathless sensation Or, how it must be to hold your own child and know instantly you will love hi to keep your children safe, to do right by theive the fluffy snowflakes drift down froical Like a blessing
I wave to the people "Thank you! Yes, hello! Thank you!"
They can’t hear me, but I want them to know that I hear them I see them I care for them as they care for meand I will never, ever let theoes blurry that I realize I’ with joy and relief, overwhel And still I wave I wave until , I walk back inside
"I want to go down I want to speak to the the faces look back athis throat
"Your Majestyit’s not done"
A govern parts The Crown is the key--but Parlia Council, the Lords and Secretaries of State, they’re the gears It’s a balancing act, a constant grinding tug-of-war--because the one who controls the key controls everything
"You mean, it hasn’t been done before, not that it can’t be"