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"That’s a lie too"

After Ellie was safely inside the palace, I went back to my house--and found no peace

Because she was there--I could se-blossom scent--I could see her in every room, as if she’d left her spirit behind I heard her words in my head--the most perfect words she’d ever spoken to me

I want you so much

When I touch myself

And then I did the sained it was her delicate hand on my hot flesh I thrashed on that mattress, jerked myself off hard and fast, and when I came, my back arched and it was her name that tore from me, echoed off ain, slower the second ti down s she’d do to erly Filthy, dark, offensive things--the places I’d fuck her, all the spots she’d let me come--in her mouth, on her tits, in her hair, on her arse, buried deep in her tight, hot pussy

It’s as though the floodgates have opened and all the desire I’ve had for her, all the thoughts I’ve kept at bay, are now raging free and out of control It would be so easy to give in So bloody fantastic--I ache with how good it would be

But then I ache for a different reason

Because I would lose everything All that I’ve built through the years-- It’s all I have The lads on the teaot And if I cross that line with Ellie, set one toe over it, it’s gone Up in sht about calling in sick for my shift, just to avoid the unholy temptation But it seemed cowardly

So now I’ Ellie sing and dance onstage--doing everything she can to break my resistance To te

I should have been a fucking coward

"Ellie’s really belting theh a whole playlist of s at the karaoke ," "Silver Springs"

I’ to --"Piece of My Heart" I watch her--can’t watch anything else She really gets into it--closing her eyes and crooning like Janis fucking Joplin Tugging her hair, shaking her arse

And I’m hard As stone

All for Ellie

She circles her pelvis, and I i on while she rides ht on es runt

And the tosser’s eyes practically twinkle "So you want to share with the class, Lo?"

"Nope"

"Take it" Ellie sings, like a needy plea

And fuckup at e I actually take a step towards the bloody stage--I want to grab her, toss her over my shoulder and carry her cute arse out of there like a caves tothe shiny bottles behind the bar I’ve never been ht now

"I’s at that palace, then punch out early," I tell To it Because self-preservations kicks cowardice right in the balls