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Q groaned, his fingers diving harder Now there were no lust sparkles or pleasure, now all I felt were bullets of sha Q’s touch I couldn’t do it any ht it

My heart went sluggish, a curtain of drugs falling overinto my enemy "I need to know the truth--why did you sacrifice yourself? Why did you let me almost rape you?" French accent traded for Spanish, and Leather Jacket swirled into being

No longer hazy or unformed--every inch of hies out anymore I saw hi, reeking jacket His greasy black hair and dirty fingernails

"Did you like ers inside you, puta?" Leather Jacket sneered

Q God, please letcourage I no longer had "Let o"

He shook his head "Not until you answer me"

Tell him Tell him before he hurts the Leather Jacket--but Q The ader existed "I wanted to ive you h the putridity, standing tall "What do you ain, I said, "I would die for you, Q That’s what thatto each other--well, you truly do own ive up ain, replaced by Leather Jacket His hand cah with a wicked hot strike Burning tears flocked to my eyes

"You still haven’t answered ers inside you, puta?" he asked His voice s but beneath it lived a layer of deadly steel

I hiccupped with building tears What’s going on?

Drip Drip Drip

The ink couilt crushed heavily Blonde Huel

Their silhouettes appeared, bloody and bullet-ridden

"If you won’t answer my other question, perhaps you’ll answer this Did you enjoy hurting them? Did you enjoyThe sound cut right through et

My tower stood taller, knowing I would have no choice but to step inside its circular walls if I wanted to survive

I couldn’t live in this limbo anyuilt

I wanted to be whole I wanted to be happy

Leather Jacket grabbed a handful of s and beetles, residual fro over s welcomed me back into the muck I’d lived in

It wasn’t often I craved another hit I hated drugs--but in that y nuh He’d pushedme sink into my twisted le the o" I hatedainst his foul stench "You’re o" He kissed"We’re equals, you and I And I’ show you"

Suddenly the blindfold was torn off Q shattered the vision of Leather Jacket

I sobbed, seeing hiunk contas Hated them! Hated what I became when I took theforward, Q captured entle kiss His lips were soft and sweet and perfectly Q He didn’t kiss deeply, or request access with his tongue He just fed th I sorely needed

For one precious ht I kneho I was I knehy I had to give in We shared our love even while we acknowledged for the next few hours I would hate him

There would be tears There would be screaht ruin us But if we survived, ould be unconquerable

"Je t’ai away

The curtain sla ink It wasn’t a s were thediabolical trafficker happened in a blink Q, with his gorgeous jade eyes, disappeared Leather Jacket took centre stage, revelling in his ownership

He grinned, shedding his jacket and cracking his fingers as if he had a monstrous task before him His eyes were flat and cold "Told you, you were er down e "Our first exercise is to clean you You’re fking filthy"

I sedPlease say shower Please say shower

Leather Jacket’s mouth twisted into a horrendous smile "It’s tiht, transporting htled, knotted forever, our souls will always be twisted together,

our de to the other,

Bow to ?

I had no fking idea This wasn’t right It couldn’t be right Nothing about drugging and ht

It was a stupid idea--h the past and replace theshot I’ht intohard hatever hallucinations whispered in her ear

This orse than the fking nightmares This was induced byI’d fought so hard and become her worst fears I had to beco and bound The dressing gown gaped wide, showing her perfect body and luscious brsts She was sent to make me sin All my life I’d abstained froaveblackness settling overintolerable Each ht inside blotted out until I no longer recognisedscream-thirsty beast was love

Unconditional love-- me on a leash She ownedhead first into debauchery

No one would know…So sickness and want