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Casting a glance at the group, I note that they are tightly bunched together and talking in low voices Except for the older woman ith Jenna e arrived I have no idea who she is, and I don’t want to know

I want to go hoet about her I’ll use the visualization techniques that she taught ht out ofthe or even acknowledging anyone My heart thu my chest a little more I wonder if this is a sy out of it fro to make sure I don’t fall over

Adam and Mia follow closely behind They’ve let ht alone, but when I refused to go to their house, they invited theht at

Just what I need…as if this crappy situation wasn’t bad enough

I’et about this day

Yes, I won--but I lost, too So, so much

I’ve been forced to take time off from my job for the first three days of the week Soly overprotective--and bossy--cousin

I spende tools It’s the perfect opportunity to hone ed practice aro to fa the phone is easy to do, since I’ve turned it off completely Jordan and Adam both check in with me at work, but I don’tWednesdayto do

Routines have once again becoh I continue going about ular pre-Jenna routine, it hurts too et her now

It hurts too

I want to talk to her I want to hear her voice I want to feel her touch, s while I listen to her breathe

And it’s driving me insane Because I don’t want to want her as s to go back to how they were before it hurt so much

So I occupy myself with everystrictly to my schedule, I keep myself so busy that I hardly have any tihts that I can’t control

The folloeekend, I spend the entire day in my shop I can’t create art when s with a ha feel better

The forge is going at full force and it’s hotter than an oven I’ pace as I keep working the bellows I hear the doorbell when it rings, having rigged it to ring back here, too Nevertheless, I decide to ignore it